A tiny post against your morning roast, because I really hate Coffee. I dislike anything that you must sweeten to make it taste good, and most of all I hate thinking that there are millions of innocent people in this world loosing there free will for a few minutes every morning because an addiction to such high amounts of caffeine. I have a soda with caffeine every now and then, but not to the point where I can't function without it. Or I get this weird tingling in my stomach because I've had it every morning for fifteen years and I need it NOW! yea no....
In other news aside from bashing America's favorite beverage. I'm preggers. And I'm pretty stoked about it. Sure it's kind of early to tell people (6 weeks), but for those who don't know I believe/know that I will be with my family forever. That's why I got married in a temple. So if the worse happens in this pregnancy, I have my testimony of eternal families to comfort me. Knowing that no matter what this child is mine, is a joyous thought regardless. I am so filled with joy I can hardly explain. I feel different. It's like nothing seems to matter, except this. I have no doubt this baby was meant to be here right now. We weren't trying, but we were considering praying thoughtfully about helping to further our family. Families are the most important part of society. Now a days the family is under attack, under scrutiny. But if you look at many people with "issues" that lead to murder, drugs, or other serious crimes, they started with family problems. You know the serious kind, abuse, divorce. Many people I know and love have risen above such trials, but I will not stop striving to make my home a loving place where the spirit can freely confide comfort in my soul.
As far as how I feel aside from "different", my life is an all you can eat buffet. Although, I've decided if I wasn't eating for two eating this much would gross me out and waste a lot of time. Eating takes up too much time to begin with but now I have to worry about twenty full course meals a day?! I'm not throwing up and every other mother I know says...not yet. How kind. I love rubbing my belly, even though the ultrasound we have shows that it's literally a tiny speck in a slightly bigger "yolk". But it's still precious to me. I may post pictures of all the ultrasounds I get when the baby starts to look like a baby. Enjoy life and smile knowing that there will soon be a sprout of Heather running rampant in the world. muwahahaha!!
-Heather
congrats heather! This is so exciting!
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